there are too many words but not enough to say how i feel.
i feel awake for the first time in my life. i am not sure where i am going but for once i know that the ones that are in my life are the ones that mean the most to me. i have the most amazing boy in my life and i know i always will.
i have always sort of thought that but for once in my life i am certain. i don't know why it took me this long because he has known for so long but i am finally aware of the bubble that i have been in for all these years. i have been inside of his love for so long i was never able to look into it because i was always looking out of it.
now i have been able to look in and i am amazed.
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: the humming of the computer